As I grow
older (I am a crotchety 74 but who’s counting?), I find myself returning to
thoughts of my youth. I recall my father, Rabbi Spector, talking about Job and
found myself as a teenager immersed with the meaning of the words allegedly
spoken to Job from the whirlwind in response to Job’s complaint that he was
being treated unfairly and cruelly. Rather than respond to Job’s complaint,
according to the account, God only asks Job where Job was when the mountains
were created and the stars set in motion. My understanding of the Book of Job
is that human knowledge is necessarily limited and incomplete. That
understanding has stayed with me into old age. As a college student at the Air
Force Academy I came across Martin Buber’s I
and Thou thanks to my philosophy teachers. My early understanding of the
limits of human knowledge and reasoning was extended to the implication that
one should treat others with dignity and respect regardless of any other
details about them such as race, religion, nationality, age, gender, and so on.
While I have found it much easier to live with the notion of skepticism and
limits to human knowledge and understanding that I found in the Book of Job, I
have found it more challenging to live up to Buber’s implication that one
should focus on I-Thou relationships rather
than I-It relationships.
I recently
experienced a near-death experience and fortunately escaped uninjured – I cannot
say the same for my vehicle which was totaled. This is the second near-death
experience I have survived and I am again wondering how fortunate I have been …
and asking myself why? I am thinking I have been given a little more time to
learn to live in the I-Thou world that
Buber advocated for us all. So, “if not now, then when” as Hillel reminded us.